In a new year...

How things fly past so fast...

Have done a lot of reflection lately, don't ask me why. I was just thinking about myself, wondering did I mature much in these few months. Mistakes are made but I have learned. Experiences are gained through hours. Bitter-sweet ones especially. I survived through obstacles and braved through troubles. Just a month or so upgraded to a senior. Do I have what it takes to be a senior and teach my juniors? The most frequent question I always ask myself: " What mistakes could be prevented but I didn't think of it?" What could have been done better?

What am I suppose to do if the best part of me is always you,
and what am I supposed to say when I'm choked up that you're ok?

Have been trying my best to turn to you, but have been rejected time and time again. I will keep perserving and trying but only after 'O' levels. I am sorry about it, it is just that they would not accept it. You have sacrified so much for me, never argued with me, needing to come to this state... and all I can say is sorry...

Before the worst, before we met
Before our heart decided it's time to love again
Before today, Before too long
Let's try and take it back before it all went wrong.

There goes my thoughts for today, better study again...

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